Echoes Beneath the Sorrows
Author:
Janine Denise C. De Castro
Within the span of a few devastating months, my world was scattered by the successive losses of three beloved pillars in my life.
April 2, 2023, etched itself into my memory like a scar that refuses to heal. It was the day my Tita Joy left us, leaving behind two innocent souls, aged 7 and 3, who would never experience the warmth of her loving embrace again, like I did. The news hit me like a tidal wave, crushing me beneath it's weight. I was devastated, not just because she was gone, but also because of the intense void she left in the lives of those she loved.
As I navigated the dark waters of grief, another blow awaited me. May 15, 2023, my Tito Erwin's kind heart ceased to beat. His passing was a personal loss, as he was more than just a relative – he was a friend who knew how to make me laugh, even on my worst days. His absence left a gaping hole in my life, and I found myself longing for the sound of his voice, the twinkle in his eye, and the warmth of his smile.
But fate, oh fate... you seem not yet done with me. June 14, 2023, marked the day my Yeye (grandmother) left this world behind. She was my rock, my confidante, my saviour. Her passing was a blow from which I feared I might never recover. I remembered the promise she made to me before she passed – to cook pancit for my graduation, a celebration that now seemed hollow without her. The medal I had earned seemed insignificant, a mere trinket, compared to the loss I had suffered.
As I looked back on those fateful months, I realized that grief had become my unwelcome companion. It had changed me, leaving an indelible mark on my heart. Yet, even in the midst of sorrow, I found solace in the memories of them. Their live, their laughter, and their warmth continue to live on within me, a reminder that even in death, there is life, and that the bonds we form our friends and family can never be truly broken and gone, just a hiding echoes beneath our sorrows
i feel the pain in the story,i am proud to the writer of this because she was strong to conquer and manage this kind of tragedy in her life. before i leave this comment of mine i just noticed a typo error at the beginning which is the "pew" it should be "few".
ReplyDeleteYour writing perfectly expresses the depth of your grief and the huge impact these losses have had on your life. The feelings are honest and heartfelt, making it a touching dedication to your loved ones.
ReplyDeleteThis is really heartfelt. You can feel the pain and love in every word. It’s personal and real, like you’re sharing a piece of yourself. Even with all the sadness, there’s a quiet strength in how you remember them. It’s simple but deep, and it’s really good.
ReplyDeletethat made me cry during the story
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